Melissa (oowatermellonoo) wrote,

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I dont know!!

So I </b>had</b> this friend, who I thought was my best friend. Well anyway's, something happened and I'm getting the blame. I don't mind being confronted about it if it was something she thought I might have done. Then yeah, confront me. But I didn't do it and I have no idea why I'm being treated like this. I have been nothing but the best to this person. I was there when no body else was, why in the world would I do anything to hurt our friendship? Okay, so maybe I procrastinated with something but that in no way has any effected with what I'm getting blamed for. I don't know how to handle the situation because they don't want to hear anything I have to say. I don't know what they want me to say? I just want answers. I want to know why I was the only one getting blamed for this when there have been a number of people who could have done it, if in fact that's what was done. What would make me do that? What would make me put our friendship on the line? I have never done anything like that before why start there and why start with my best friend? But I give up, I can't change the why someone thinks about me. Even if this person one day realizes that she did make a mistake why would I want to be friends with someone who thinks of me like that, who whenever something goes wrong is gonna come to me and think I did it? I just dont know, theirs nothing I can do at this point. Honestly, I think about about it everyday. How can I change the way she feels? Why does she feel so strongly that I did this? I don't know, maybe its easier for her to think I did it so she has an excuse not to be friends with me anymore? I don't know!!!! I could tell toured the end out our friendship things were getting rocky but I thought that had to do with me hanging out with groups of people. I didn't know it was about this.. I just don't know what to do....
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